my wound has not heal completely yet.. hahaa. thought sea water might work, but i guess.. not that much. xD
yeahs. life without my mum and brother in spore has been okayy-lah. HAHAHA. one good thing that it is real freedom! whoo.. thank God of all the times i reached home late, they didn't call in to check. ahwells~
yesterday was my first time attending a BGR seminar thingy.hahaaa.. so sad lah, my sec4s were unable to make it down.
But the whole thing it's pretty interesting, been reminded of certain things by God.. :) yeah. Build Godly Relationship! xD
time to chiong for term tests and.. other stuffs. lol. and here we go again.. my heart wants to study but i can't bring myself to? rubbish.. lols.
jiayou jiayou! :DD

*i've decided to follow Jesus;
no turning back, no turning back..

Heee.. it's been some time since i last blog. Ok, i'm chiong-ing to complete my homework now. Ahh..this is the result of procrastination! :X will try my best to break this barrier man..


Anyways, i had a long and not so good day today. hahaha. Went to east coast park with few of my classmates. ok, guess what, i fell down the bike lahh~ so careless and embarrassing! tsk. i was in the fault actually; i was riding along the walking path. :X but my knee is bad now lah..dunno how can i blanket myself later~
after east coast i flew to RC for housekeeping. then rush home and off to orchard. :X and finally back home again! wahahaa.. good thing i can managed man..


Seems like there're so many things to do, but yet so little time. sometimes it's my bad.. who ask myself to be laid-back and no sense of urgency? lols. ok.. living in a different environment now. XD
school tmr! OH, all the best for those taking MT O levels! :DD yay! God is with you!

*homealonefor2wks? heheee..

project
study for term tests
camp preparations
people
& yet, cannot go home too late



what else...


// i'm going to hold on to you
guide me oh Lord.
:)

I'm staring out into the night,
Trying to hide the pain.
I'm going to the place where love
And feeling good don't ever cost a thing.
And the pain you feel's a different kind of pain.


*
I'm going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
And where your love has always been enough for me.
I'm not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don't regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old
So I'm going home.
Well I'm going home.


The miles are getting longer, it seems,
The closer I get to you.
I've not always been the best man or friend for you.
But your love, remains true.
And I don't know why.
You always seem to give me another try.


*CHORUS


Be careful what you wish for,
'Cause you just might get it all.
You just might get it all,
And then some you don't want.
Be careful what you wish for,
'Cause you just might get it all.
You just might get it all, yeah.


*CHORUS


Currently..
this song is now playing in my blog
& it's my favourite song now! haha!
ENJOY!
:DD









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The weekend is here again and i'm just soooo happyy!! :D
yay! Time to rest and play. At the same time, time to chiong hw and revision ahh.. was telling one of my friends that i will have about 4 tests next week. huahahah.. nice one~ though it's like MCQ but i wouldn't want to do badly you know.. -peer pressure- XD


Okay~ some of my girl friends in class have been calling me "cukooo". lol. guess that i appears to be blur and slow in front of them afterall.. and i think i was the one who started using that term. HAHAHA.nvm. Hope we can continue to have this closeness in our friendship!yupp..











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I have been reading the book of James & Peter for the past weeks.. just to share certain verses :))

James 5:19-20
"19My brothers, if one if your should wander from the truth and someone should bing him back, 20remember this: Whoever turns a sinner from the error of his way will save him from death and cover over a multitude of sins."


1 Peter 4:8
"8Above all else, love each other deeply because love covers over a multitude of sins."


*we found the answer :D

Never let the fear of rejection keep you from serving the Lord.
Never let it prevent you from loving others.
You will never know what the situation will be like;
God may just turn it around.. it will be good..
as much as i'm giving thanks.
Now i know that everytime i'm unsure of things..
but as i look upon the Lord without questioning why He said that
things will be alright.
Everyday of our lives are recorded in His book.
way before we were born? YES.
As God says "This is the path, walk in it."
We should obey and say "Because You said so, Lord, I will."

Today is the first in a very long time that i reached home early on Saturdays. ahah. i reached home at about 7pm? haha. early right..usually will stay til' 10pm one lor. haha. ah well..can rest. ((:

Yeah, went to school in the morning for TP-BP Mentoring Orientation. haha. i'm pretty serioius about joining this CCA rather than TP choir. -.- okay. will share to ya more when i experience the first day of this CCA activity.yupp..


Had normal service at 12.30pm today! I was super glad to see Jasmine, Swee Hong and Amanda, plus!Fiona for service today! ((: ahh Vanessa must come next week hor! The Sec4s came down after their CIP which is like whoo!! haha.
Yeah. the sermon was about The Parable of the Sower. wahh.. indeed it made me question myself again: How is my heart condition today? Am i an emo, sensitive, folllow-feelings-only, disobedient, or are my spiritual ears blocked? etc etc..
Gah, i really felt that i have to tune myself right with God once again. Especially, when now that i am schooling, hurrhurrr.. it's really tough to juggle with my school work and ministry. That's why, i can't afford to loose God!! yess yes, same applies to all of us, i believe.. Keep in step with the Spirit! ((:


The best part of the day is during Mothers' Day service! Mum came today!!! :DD yeahhh.. super super happy that she came down; though it's her second time. But i believed that her heart was touched once again by God. Ahahaa.. Mum was sharing to me & Prana that God must have misses her.. cuz she hasn't been attending church you see. She was so touched that she teared (then some of the people around was like :O abit) lols.
and yeah, got to talk to PS.Shirley too! yayy.. praying that she can attend the Indonesian Service! yippeee~ ((:

*
"Enter through the narrow gate. For wide is the gate and broad is the road that leads to destruction, and many enter through it. But small is the gate and narrow the road that leads to life, and only a few find it."
Matthew 7:13-14

I didn't manage to blog about CG yesterday. Basically we went to East Coast Park! yupp.. promised to meet at parkway about 1.15pm plus.. in the end drag, walk there, sit at the Mac'D again.. and start everything at 4plus pm! XD lols. i think it always happen lah..hehs. whenever you are with a big group of friends..time flies so fast. hahas.


Yeah, we cycled. ahh.. then some leng-long with the guitar! yeap. Okay, right now my tighs are pretty aching.haha. lactic acid produced..lol. also because we cycle til' VERY FAR.. because until the point where i don't know where i was going.heh. and i'm always the slowest.
We went to the arcade above the bicycle shop too.hohoho.. had fun with Vanessa playing the drum-thing! like first time leh! cuz i am the kind of person who will stand by the side to watch others play or dance.. then it's once in a few chances that i played! XD exciting!


But hey, i am really thanful that the people really experienced God throughout this exams period! yeahh man.. all the testimonies are really encouraging! Just remember that in God's eyes, you had passed the test! and that had put a smile on God's face! *claps* :DD


Looking forward in spending more time with my CG!:D
ahh right now.. relax first. i shall chiong revision on the weekend. :X


Oh yeah, Happy Birthday to JunHao! :D
MSN-buddy had finally turned 17 today!yeahhh~


*LOVE for the time is near.

i guess i had a not-so-good day
hmms..
i'm living for the audience of One!
let us not be moved by what others may say
God will always be the strength of my heart
because of that, i will rejoice in all circumstances
i will be contented with what i have
let's be CHRIST-CENTERED!!


*
give us clean hands
give us pure hearts
:)

Some of my classmates just had this conversation, then a guy was sharing about his feelings for another girl. haha.
One girl just randomly asked, "You can only make one choice! If your mother and your girlfriend is drowning, who will you save?" (we always assume that they cant swim. :X)
answer, he said.. "i dunno."
LOL. -just stuffs for my blog-


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I am sooo happy that many people are experiencing God in this exams period! yeah yeah!!! haha. including my brother..lol. promised to give him a treat if he got 70% in total? XD


Anyway, i really do want to have the same experience too! Ya know, school has been great for me. No exams, hehee..just projects n daily assignments, but seems like i felt more lethargic during lessons almost everyday.hurhurr.. perhaps, lack of sleep or exercise, or whatever. BUT CANNOT! hhaaaa..
gotta be more positive and 'hyper' in the sense. yeahhhh.. we'll see how!
Maybe i'll laugh more, be more alert... and less blur! wakakaka.. kiddin' XD


*
Philippians 4:13
I can do everything through him who gives me strength.
:)

PULL HAIR SITUATION!!!
not stress or angry
simply because God is moving!!
we just need people, a humble heart that obeys, a God-driven vision, plus prayers, and go where God send you to!


*i will go where you send me
Jesus take me now i am yours.

Current song playing in this blog:
Life is Wonderful by Jason Mraz :)
interesting lyrics ya know!
p.s:SHEPHERD IS BACKK! YAY!! :D

You Are An ESFJ

The Caregiver You are sympathetic and caring, putting friends and family first.A creature of habit, you prefer routines and have trouble with change.You love being in groups - whether you're helping people or working on a project.You are good at listening, laughing, and bringing out the best in people. You would make a great nurse, social worker, or teacher.

just came back from movie with my classmates today..
finally, i've watched Wild Hogs! hehs.can watch show if you need to de-stress lah. yeah. (:
-Anyways, just dawn upon someone's blog and planned to do the personality test..
ehh.. i felt that i can adapt to changes leh! but perhaps..take a little time only. hmph.

*Have a good day everyone!